Sunday, March 20, 2011

Love

what makes you appear before my eyes
what always makes you keep appearing
if I lie down and closed my eyes
why does your face keeps appearing in my mind

It doesn't seem like a big deal then
to calm down my heart
you are not a passing feeling
that much is clear~ its love
must be love

I've never felt that i am insufficient
by the end of the day I never regret
But there is a strange feeling
My heart seems to have a gap
Strange that only you can fill up this gap

understanding that life is only lived to be old
what have you done to this heart is still left
like the easy thing i've seen in this world
i also got her cluttered in love

what makes you appear before my eyes
what always makes you keep appearing
if I lie down and closed my eyes
why does your face keeps appearing in my mind

It doesn't seem like a big deal then
to calm down my heart
you are not a passing feeling
that much is clear~ its love
must be love

This is love
This is love

although I don't know much
It's hard to believe it's you
just before you leave
i dont know why i'm feeling so strange

what makes you appear before my eyes
what always makes you keep appearing
if I lie down and closed my eyes
why does your face keeps appearing in my mind

It doesn't seem like a big deal then
to calm down my heart
you are not a passing feeling
that much is clear~ its love
must be love

B.U.M.

Here I am,In this place,Here I am
Here I am ,In this place,I’m here.

Here I am,in this place,Here I am
Here I am,In this place,I’m here now

Even if it’s not enough
I’ll show how much I really love you
You may never know but
Here I am

Here I am,In this place,Here I am
Here I am ,In this place,I’m here.

Even if it’s not enough for me to show
How much I really love you
I’ll just wait for you in this place.

Even if you think it’s not enough,it’s fine
I’ll show how much I really love you
You may never know but
Here I am

You may never know,but Here I am

Friday, March 18, 2011

She and He...

That Woman


A woman loves you.
The woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow every day.
She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I just have to look at you, alone.
This love that came like wind,
This love that is like a shit,
If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer
just a little bit.
Please don’t step back
I, the one who loves you,
is still next to you.
That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy
So she learnt how to smile
Her heart is so full of tear,
She can't even share her story with
her best friend

That's why, that woman
loved you
Cause you were so like her
another fool.
yet another fool
Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.
That's all I wanted
She shouts, just in her heart
just in her heart.
No one can hear her
but that woman is still next you

Do you know that
I am that woman?

You don't do you?

Because you are just a fool.

how much
how much longer
Do I have to love you like this

This love that is like a fool
This love that is like a shit

would you love me?

That woman, who loves you
is still next you

and she is still crying.






That man
I just love that one man
I love him wholeheartedly
I follow her around like a shadow everyday
That woman is laughing and crying

Just how much more do I have to
gaze at you alone
This love that came like the wind, this beggar like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer
One step closer but flee with two legs
I am who love you, next to you now
That woman who comes.
that man is cautious
that’s why you have to learn to smile
what he can’t tell his best friend
his heart’s full of tears.
that’s why, that man
when he loved you the same way
yet another fool, yet another fool
can’t you hug me before you go?
i want to receive love
everyday in my heart, just in my heart
i shout and
that man’s next to me again.
that man’s not me
its not that he knows
he doesn’t know cause he’s a fool
Just how much more do I have to
gaze at you alone
This love that came like the wind, this beggar like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer
One step closer but flee with two legs
I who love you am next to you now
That man who comes.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

MEMORIES

HHHhhhhmmmmmm, memories... There's an AWESOME memories, sad memories, happy memories, BAD memories and so on. 
Why do we have memories of some things and some don't??? It's SIMPLY because some things in the past do give impact to us in certain way and some just dont. That's how we created our memories.. ( that's in my own opinion.hehe :D )

Talk about my memoriessssss, i GOT A LOT OF MEMORIES. LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM!! hehehe. juz b'coz i'm a person who easily get to remember some things. LOTSof memories with my family and friends. juz thinking of it make me wanna cry..awwwwwwwww. huhu. i'm soooooo happy with my family and friend who always by my side through everything. Tough times aren't too tough when i got them on my side. hehe. BUT there are some memories i REALLY want to erase it, BUT i realise that i will never gonna be able to erase that particular memories coz it's already give HUGE impact to myself. hhmmmm, the MORE i dont wanna think about it, the MANY times that memories appear to me. huhu. there's nothing i can do but juz to deal with it. i dont hate that memories juz that it make me kinda sad whenever i think of it. that memories make me sometimes SAD and HAPPY. hmmmm, tiRaMissYou is the name that i think very suit me b'coz i really think that memories make me MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH. i've tried sooooooooooo many time to forget but i juz cant. i've tried sooooooooooooooo hard to erase the memories but AGAIN i juz can't. i guess i'll juz TREASURE the memories....................................


泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉
这段感情

我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

Mummy, mama, aunty, sons (abang..adik), inak, tukang kebun PHENOMENA!! hahahaha

Mummy and mama have two sons, abang and adik.. Aunty is mummy and mama's sibling. Inak is the two sons's grandma.. There is also tukang kebun. hahahaha. The story begin.....


from left: mummy, mama, aunty..


mummy, mama and aunty with THE son : the elder one.. brother.. and with inak :D


huuuuuuu. mummy, mama and aunty with THE son: the younger one..... lil brother.. HOHOO!!!


mummy, mama, son (the elder brother) with.. tukang kebun. hahahha :D


from left: tukang kebun, mama, aunty and son (the younger brother)..


mummy and mama. hahahahha. (can't believe i said that sis!!)


from left: inak and aunty. hehehe (its ady who called us that..NOT ME. HAHHAHAHAHA)

That's the casts.. hahahaha. nothing much to say, it's juz to introduce the sot- FAMILY. hahahaha. I LOVE THE SOT-FAMILY!!! <3 <3 <3

Tsunami alert.... GGGggggggRRRRRrrrrrr

YESTERDAY.. me and my besties, jen and eca went out to CP kinda to release our stresssssss b'coz of mid-term. assignments, tests and soooo on. EVERYTHING went AWESOME.... we are like CRAZZZZZYYYY shoppersss. hahahha. then we went to watch a movie. "RANGO" voice by johnny depp.. hmmmmm, skip that movie part. then suddenly my phone ringing.... it was my sis.. my 2nd elder sis called me and told me that "THERE WAS A TSUNAMI ALERT"... then suddenly my life turned to A VERY BLUR LIFE. LOL. there was no CONCENTRATE in the movie after i answered that phone call. After that movie ended, we just like crazy people who walk very VERY fast. HAHAHA!! we go to take eca's pants and buy  Mc'D also Uncle BOB bun (sempat lagi beli makanan. hahahahaha)...

Thennnnnnnn, we arrived at the bus station and then go back safe and sound to beverly. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah..


that's me and jen. hehehe :D


me and eca. heheehehe :D

me t-ra OR ah teng???

Hey guys, this is my 3rd time (i guess) doing my blog. hmmmm, i'm just kinda need a place to write everything in my mind so i decide to write here... :D

U can adress me as t-ra or ah teng. i guess t-ra and ah teng are different personality of me. t-ra is more calm person, she's like an average teenage girl u can find everywhere. on the other hand, ah teng is a VERY CRAZY TEENAGER where it is hard for u guys to find at any place. thats what i think??? lol.



this is me T-RA.. who waited patiently for someone.


ah teng (the other personality of me).. that's her with her dearest friendssss, she's wearing yellow shirt on the 2nd right in the picture. she's like the CRAZY, HYPERACTIVE and VERY VERY MORE CHEERFUL personality of me.



Done with an introduction of myself...